...used to be frogs. You see, when I was in a desperate hour of my life, there was a frog clinging to a window screen at my house. I tried to flick him off, but he stayed. I honestly thought it was God's way of telling me that he was looking out for me through the eyes of that little frog. But in clinging to those little frog symbols, I also was clinging to a dead me.
But God's real sign for me is living and breathing right in front of me! He was an answer to my prayers that I so desperately needed at that time in my life! Little did I know at that moment in time, that he would be my turn-a-round point.
My sign from God is my baby boy! He is the richest blessing from God above! All 4 of my boys are miracles and wonders sent from God! And John John was a blessing sent down from God in answer to my desperation and pain at the time! I used to question why God sent the most wonderful boys to a mother who questioned everything, who was so sad and down, who felt so unworthy. But now I know...he sent them to a woman of God who rejoices in her salvation and praises her King and knows that she IS WORTHY of His love.
Thank you, God, for my wonderful and loving family during my times of need and pain! Thank you for helping me to find wisdom and guidance through friends and family that are knowledgeable in the word. I'm learning everyday and absorbing your word into my heart and soul.
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